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Anonymous asked: im confused :S amazing fanfic but which one is this one?

thank you…this is the very first FF i wrote it was just on another blog and I moved it over here

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Anonymous asked: wow being reading this for the last hour and this is amazing :) OMG love love love this keep posting

thank you and i will :)

May142012

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Chapter 25;

Kae

I been trying to work myself into Chris ever since the tour started but nothing has worked. Even when he drunk he never try me for sex he always tell me to shut up or give him head. I continued to do it thinking he would still have the same feelings as before. I never knew what happened between us, ok besides the fact of me using him. Everything I felt for him was real and he felt the same way.

What do she have that I don’t, I thought. I always despised J’La, ever since school. She got everything she wanted; boys, friends, invited to the parties and even got extension on homework from teachers. I really didn’t like her when she started getting close to my best friend Seiko. They did everything together, leaving me to follow behind them like a lost dog but started getting back to her by taking her boyfriends.

They never did want a relationship though just sex. I never understood why, I mean im not ugly I just have no shape. That was until Chris came along and changed that, I swear I want my old thing back and im not stopping until he is mine.

Tyga

I noticed how close Kae was getting to Chris. I hope he wasn’t messing anything up cause I promised Jay I would watch him for her. I been text Chels nonstop, I missed her like crazy but we don’t  got that many shows left. She was telling me also how Jay was doubting Chris at times because he never made them official. I noticed that too but its not my business so I never said anything, I would talk to him later on about it. It was time for me to go on stage and perform. I performed so old songs and some new songs. After my perform I did my Meet and Greets.

It was some females clowning, they had on skimpy as outfits and shit trying to get noticed. It was pretty funny cause they swear they was a bad bitch. I chilled on my tour bus until it was time for me to get on stage with Chris to perform Deuces. Once we finished I left and went back to my tour bus. I fell asleep after texting Chels.

Teyana

I really missed my sisters, I cant wait until they get back. I was hanging out with Tammy but she be on some other shit. I seen her ass out with Lance bitch ass one day, how the hell she know him. I was gone bring that up with Jay when I talk to her. It was slow day, I been up at the studio with Aubrey all day. We suppose to be going to dinner but he was taking forever. I started to check my twitter when my phoned chimed saying I had a new message.

Jay: wassup whore

Tey: hey bitch

Jay: wat you doing

Tey: nothing at the studio with Drake

Jay: guess what : D

Tey: what??

Jay: we coming home in two days!

Tey: word ohh I cant wait I missed yall asses…just know we hitting all the hot spot

Jay: alright we can do whatever babe but imma talk to you later got to get back to this shoot love you

Tey: alright love you too

Once I finished texting her Drake was finally ready to leave. We wrapped his stuff up and we headed to the restaurant. We arrived to this steakhouse called STK.

Reservations for Graham, said Drake.

Ok Mr. Graham right this way, said the waitress.

We sat down and looked over the menu. Once the waitress came back we ordered. I got a New York Strip grilled well done and a side order of Mac N Cheese. He ordered a Skirt Steak and a side order of potatoes. Once the waitress we started talking, he told me how his album was being pushed back. We was talking about everything until the food came. Once we finished eating, he paid the bill and we left to go to his house. 

Once we got upstairs we were all over each other. He started pulling of my clothes while walking towards the bedroom. He laid me on the bed and kissed me. I broke the kiss and started taking his clothes off. I pushed him on the bed and straddled him, he brought his hand between my legs and started rubbing on my clit. He stuck two fingers inside me bending them every time he moved in touching my spot.

Ohhhhh, I moaned. He took his fingers out picked me up and slide me down on his dick. I started moving slow quickly picking up speed each time I moved. I started bouncing up and down, he grabbed my waist and thrusted inside of me. We went on with this for another hour in many different positions until we both came at least twice. I fell  asleep on his chest right after.

12AM

Chapter 24;

Chris

It was day one of my tour and I was more than excited, I was in Toronto. It was almost time for my Meet and Greets. Me, my momma and Big Pat went into the room were it was being held. Everything was set up and the first person came in. I signed CDs, shirts, hoodies and pictures. I took pictures and gave hugs to my fans. After Meet and Greets it was time for me to get on stage. I performed some songs solo and some songs with Tyga. 

It was time for me to perform Take You Down, with my two dancers Gui and Hefa. They grabbed a girl for me to put in the sex chair earlier. I hope she wasn’t ugly or it would be hard to focus. We performed and shorty wasn’t doing much like she was scared or something. The last performance was Beautiful People, after it was over I got dressed for the after party at LIVE Nightclub. I decided to it Jay up on skype while we drove to the club. Once we got there I headed straight to the bar and got a bottle of Goose just for me.

I was about to get loose and turnt up tonight. Back in V.I.P and half the bottle was gone, my niggas started rolling up and we smoked. Kae annoying ass was following me around like a lost puppy. I wanted to smack her ass. She tried dancing on me but the shit felt uncomfortable because she had no ass. It was time to go so we all headed back to the bus. I was fucked up and horny ass hell, I wish Jay was here.

Kae kept whispering shit in my ear but I wasn’t paying attention. Since she wanted to use her mouth so much, I gave her ass a proposition. Either she shut the fuck up or she give me head.

JayKay 

Our first photo shoot went by fast, we decided to site seeing and learn  our way around. We stopped at our hotel afterwards to eat dinner. We both ordered sautéed vegetables and decided to share a grilled ribsteak. While waiting for our food we started talking about the guys. We missed them even though it only been a few days. Chels and Mike were officially together, something me and Chris wasn’t. it bothered me because he could be screwing anybody but Mike said he would watch him for me. Our food got there and we ate. We finished, paid the bill and went back to our room to get dressed.

I cut my computer on to listen to some music, putting it on shuffle. I went to my closet looking for something simple to wear, while bobbing my head and rapping along to Wale and Rick Ross. “Tats all on my arms yo bitch all on my mind and I got stacks all on my charm my gold rollie tell time its my ambition im just so gifted”. I decided on some jeans and a purple crop top, I would pair it with some nude Louboutins. I went and jumped in the shower. I wet my hair and washed my body.

When I got out my skype was going off, Chris was calling. I wrapped my towel around me tighter and answered.

Jay: hey babe! I miss you

Chris: was sup beautiful I miss you too

Jay: nothing, how was your first show

Chris: it was incredible, I wish you were here with me

Jay: I know but if I didn’t have to be here I would be there

Chris: what you doing

Jay: bout to put on some clothes and go out, what you doing

Chris: don’t let no niggas be all up on you. Me and Tyga bout to hit up this after party

Jay: oh really don’t be bringing no hoes home

Chris: if I do what you gone do ma

Jay: I will fly to you and personally kick your yellow ass and that bitch ass

Chris: well if it’s gone get you closer to me imma bring two hoes home

Jay: Christopher im not playing with you

Chris: aight JaKay’La im playing lol. Im bout to ride out though babe talk to you later

Jay: alright babe : ( bye

Chris: don’t look sad it will over sooner then you know

Jay: okay babe bye

We hung up and I finished getting dressed. Once we were finished we caught a taxi and headed to this club called Six Seven. We headed to the bar once we got there, we took some shots nothing to major because we had another photo shoot in the morning. We went to the dance floor and started dancing.

The atmosphere wasn’t different from any other club but the music was different. We got tired and bored so we decided to just walk around for a few and take pictures. We caught a taxi back to our hotel and called it a night.

12AM

Chapter 23

Chris

I woke up that morning with a mean headache, I sat up and noticed two pills and a glass of water on the table. Jay was still sleep, I didn’t want to leave her today but I had to do this tour for my fans. I’m glad she understood, that’s what I liked about her. I loved a lot about her even in this short amount of time I known her. She was independent, she loved the things I loved and she was down to earth not to mention beautiful. I popped the two pills and guzzled down the water before waking her up.

I pulled the covers of her and moved on top of her. I kissed her forehead and then her lips, she started moving but didn’t wake up. I grabbed both of her legs bit the inside of her thighs. She tried closing them but I was stronger than her. I pulled her panties down and went in for the kill. I flicked my tongue across her clit, I heard a soft moan escape from her mouth, I smiled and continued what I was doing.

JayKay

I was in a peaceful sleep until he messed it up. I tried to close my legs but he wasn’t having it. I pretended to stay sleep to see if he would leave me alone but that didn’t work. Once he licked my clit and a moan escaped my mouth I was in for it. He sucked my clit in between his lips gently nibbling on it. I arched back as he stuck two fingers in me, thrusting inside of me picking up speed as he went in and out.

Ahhh, I moaned. I grabbed his hair trying to push his face deeper. He removed his fingers and put them in his mouth. He brought his fingers up to me so I could taste myself, I never done this before but it turned me own even more. He took my shirt off and kissed me deep while removing my bra. He trailed kisses from my neck down to my breast. My body shivered under his from his kisses. I licked around my nipple taking it into his mouth slowly. He bite down on it gently and sucked on it, he repeated the same thing to my other one.

He took his clothes off and I helped him. He flipped me over and slide inside of me. He started of slow, going deeper and deeper. He grabbed my waist and started pounding inside of me going faster and faster.

Ahh fuck Chrissss, I moaned. I got into rhythm with him as he pushed forward on my body going as deep as he can. He picked me up and laid me on my back, not breaking his stroke not once. We went on four the next 3 hours. In every position you can name, we ended up in the kitchen on the floor. We got in the shower and washed each other, we would have went again but I was worn out and my legs were killing me. It was almost time for him to leave so we just sat around and watched movies and talked.

I was really going to miss him and being overseas and not being able to see him or touch is going to kill me but we are doing this to better both of our careers. His phone went off and he answered it. It was Tyga saying he was on his way to come get him. He laid on his chest and cried silent tears. I never had feelings for nobody this deep before, not even Lance. He must have felt the wetness on his shirt because he started rubbing my back and playing in my hair. 

It’s going to be ok, this isn’t goodbye and we still will be able to talk, he promised me. My doorbell rung and he sat me on the couch to go get it. I put my head in my legs and continued to cry. Michael came over me and gave me a hug, he reassured me he was going to watch him for me and he smiled. I gave him a small smile back. I got up and walked over to Chris, he kissed me on my forehead and the my nose. Reassuring me we would be alright and he wasn’t going anywhere soon.

You promise, I asked looking in his eyes. He nodded his head yeah and kissed me on the lips. I wrapped my arms around his neck tight not wanting to let go. I looked over his shoulder and noticed Chelsea was here to. We said our goodbyes and they left, I went to the bathroom and threw cold water on my face so I could calm myself down. I trudged up to my empty room, thinking back to moments ago of the sex we just had. I still had to finish packing for my flight tomorrow.

Chelsea and I watched movies until we both fell asleep. We got up at 7 in the morning and caught a taxi to the airport. Once we boarded our flight, I sent Chris a message before I cut my phone.

Jay: I hope you have an awesome time on tour and just know that I miss you already. I will call you when I land from my flight

I was tempted to say I loved him but I wasn’t sure. Did I love him, after only knowing him for some months. Nobody ever made me feel the way he did. My phone went off, knocking me out my thoughts, signaling I had a message

Chris: thanks bae and I hope you have fun doing your photoshoots and I will be looking forward to your call

I smiled as I cut my phone off. I put my headphones in, cut my music on and closed my eyes letting his voice feel my ears.

I’m coming down with this new disease, all I know is that you are the cure, cause I been diagnosed with love.

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